Why is it that she looks so happy, and as long as she is fed and looked after well, she is happy, it doesn't bother her? ... but for me, it's killing me more and more everyday ... it's not getting easier despite everyone saying it will ... i cry everyday, i can't focus on Minto because i want Star ... it's really not any easier, its been three weeks on sunday, i thought i would be feeling a little better by now, some days im okay, other days im not ... but it just takes one thing to remind me of her special little ways and im off! ...
I am going to see her tomorrow, i think it's too soon still, but i've got to see her, i miss her so much it's not fair x
Awe Sarah, I suppose yu and Star went through so much, you nearly lost her one more than one occasion. Its only natural you have such a close bond with her. Those pics of you when you visited her in horspital were pics which ill never forget, the look of happiness in both your faces that you were together.
Can you not visit her on a regualr basis but not ride or share, is she far from where you live?
I personally dont think you will ever get over her if im honest (guys dont shoot me down) but you care so deeply for her and for her to still be healthy and content but for you to never see her must be ripping you apart.
I hope ive not said the worng things, but this is how id feel. Perhaps if you could see her on a more regular basis it would help make your bond stronger with Minto?
Can I just add ive never been in a loan situation, Every horse ive cared for andf loved has been my sole responsibility.
Star loks happy as she is and as lng as owner is feeding and caring to her needs then she will be fine, although I can inderstand it must be so hard for you just to cut all ties.
Dont get me wrong, i'm overjoyed that she seems so happy.
I just mean that i wish i could be as happy as she is. I said to my mum tonight, i wish i was at my happiest as long as i was fed like she is.
It just hurts so much x
Awww Sarah i really do feel for you, it must be so hard
Its a great thing that she is doing well and she looks fab. Atleast your mind is at ease because she is being cared for You did great with her and then shes being well looked after again
Try take as much comfort from that, I can't see anything wrong with regular visits either xx
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